Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Was reading my friends blog "www.belowthesurfaces.blogspot.com" "goa and beyond"......how many times have we felt the same.... (just sitting n letting time pass by)... had been on a trip with a friend. During the time my exhausted friend decided to take a brief nap which extended to over 3 hours, i decided to a little R & D of the beach we were at. the beach in question was colva, far away from the hippie celebratory crowd of regular goa. My r& d just consisted of taking a walk down the beach...which extended not only to Colva but the neighboring Betalbatim beach

and i was glad to know i was not the only single girl taking a solitary walk on a beautiful beach when the million things you could or one expects to do is party...

There was a lovely lady who was just collecting shells but was so at peace with herself....guess that was what was so lovely about her.

I must have sat there doing "nothing" for a couple of hours, and that is one of the best moments i have carried away from that trip...absolutely doing nothing..

and i realised am not alone in this........
all i can feel is this void...

claims begone... heart rendering timespan..

walk away in disbelief......
turned down beliefs...

nothing to feel........

a notion long discarded......

across minds this realisation seeps......


mixed up destructive.